Chapter 19 - Brightening of the fading screen

Was holding Jiaxing's poms poms to cheer for my class during this year's school's Sports day! See~ I told your I'll be a good cheerleader for the class and not some !@*#(@&#^ athletic doing games for you(I skipped the games and went to cheer but we still got 1st for everything besides the running cause we ran leisurely~) Solo picture!

How long has it been since I blogged? More than a month! Well, my computer officially broke down thus I couldn't blog and now I'm using my younger sister's computer with my own account to blog and use computer stuff Mm. There isn't much to blog about especially after leaving this place for very long.

SYF is coming VERY soon, 3 more days! Monday is the last day of our practice and I'll make sure every single one comes into one and that we can get our desired award. It is kind of hard but we have to try to our very best right? Will always pray to God<3

Oh yeah, I feel kind of troubled yet relieved. These days girls are falling for so many different handsome/cute guys in school. And I agree with them too but it's like I don't have any feelings for them at all. It's like "Mm, yea their really really good-looking," but my heart is like some dead corpse couch potato that doesn't beat at all and my mind is like "O____O..." Just like that heheh~ That's the troubled part...BUT

The relieving part is that, at least I'm not falling for someone that is just for looks right? At least what my eyes sees doesn't deceive my heart right? And~ at least I know that I can wait for the right person for my heart to flutter like a butterfly or whatever feeling people get when their really really in love. I can't even feel any flutter in my heart when I see an eye candy! That's why I think my heart is like some couch potato now~ yet my eyes are blasting like loud music at every nice thing I see.

And last but not least, at least I know God is saving the right one for me<3

Have been praying a lot for many different things, but I know God hears all my prayers, even small little thoughts that even I am not aware of, and I know that he will work all of it out for me throughout my life such that I will never have regrets to live with. My faith just grows stronger and deeper with him.