Chapter 9 - What's the feeling now?

Took this from 2NE1's me2day(Korean version of Twitter) and I really like the window-scenery behind them. Wanna have a bedroom with that kind of atmosphere when you wake up in the morning^_^~

That's Jaejoong's house..And nope, I didn't really go there....He posted it up in twitter! (Hehe, his laptop at the bottom right shows his on twitt-erhh~) Anyway, just think his house looks really cozy with that Christmas tree

Truthfully, I have nothing to blog about, to add on with my laziness, maybe that's the reason why I always throw my blog in the corner hmm~

So what happened recently was:
-JYP Audition on the 8th morning to afternoon
-Cruise on the 8th at night to 11th morning
-Nothing but being lazy and turning into a fat old uncle on the couch

JYP Audition was alright, right that morning I went to check out their page in case there were any news to find out people saying there was NO dance again...But only singing/Dance+sing...But in the end, I still went as I trusted what the staff had e-mailed me about having dance back again - and of course there was. It was a new experience, something I have never gone or felt that I would go before. But one thing I felt that I couldve done better was not to wear my school PE attire there. Aigoo neh, everyone wore nicely, some even with make-up or short short dresses or something they would wear to impress someone etc. And I go there, like a school girl that didn't tie up her hair. In school shoes & PE attire. *sigh* Wore my PE there because I thought after registering, I could rush off to Modern Dance but I didn't know I had to stay there and audition on the spot that day aigoo~..But I still do not regret going there because at least I tried, even if I wasn't satisfied with how I performed infront of the judges, I still tried so that's what I'm proud of! *sniff sniff* Haha, not being emotional here~

I still stalk their page everyday to see if there's any news and there were 25 people shortlisted, but it doesn't mean their officially in JYP Ent., maybe just a higher chance I guess?O_O But the official day we ALL know whether we get into JYP or not is next year, 10 Jan. Whether I get in or not, I won't be upset because in the first place, I just joined to get experience and to just see what I can do. Even if I were to get selected, I wouldn't want it - for several reasons. And recently hearing the judges comments on articles, they looked at appearance(Attire and face),good attitude,confidence and talent. I already know I'm out because of my attire and maybe even my attitude. Not that I had a bad attitude and scolded people there. Just that on the application form, they gave it out in a rush and by the time you reach the front of the line, you have to submit the application form. I had no table to write on because I had to help my friend cue and standing and writing a lot of stuff ain't fun so yea, my handwriting was horrendous and ugly. There was one box to fill in about our 'Motivation(Something like why we came to the audition)' and I just wrote for experience. If the judges sees my application form plus my attire plus my being-too-nervous-that-I-danced-with-too-much-power, I'm out. And I'm not looking down on myself, but I really don't think an entertainment company would pick someone like me in that state, especially with my potato nose(Squeezing it so it can be a bit better at least, it's actually helping. And to my elder sister that seems to be the ONLY one 'caring' about my flat nose, want to exchange noses? Since your the only one who keeps talking about it. At least I'm someone who will never do plastic surgery or someone who needs to closely stick to all the facial masks. Even if I will never have a super sharp nose without plastic surgery, at least I'm proud of the way I am. So go mind on your facials and see those pimples improve and be happy about it. You don
t see me telling you to go and change the skin on your face don't you?). Oh gosh, I went off topic wait let me like think back~~~~

OK! So overall, I'm happy about the audition and willing to try out more FOR FUN, but when it comes to a time when I really want to get into that paticular company, I will try very hard NON-STOP to get into that company and for now, that company is YG. Their having one in Singapore next year and I'm not sure if I can get in or not but even if I don't, I'll just keep trying. Even if it takes me 5 years to get in, I still would. But if there also comes a time when I really made my mind up on what to do, then......let life lead it's own way neh....Only God can do that*Puts love signs*

And OK! Next! Cruise~ Hmmm...It's same old thing, just that for the first time I brought a friend over to cruise and still, it's boring. The only thing I really enjoyed in cruise was the swimming pool - It's the deepest one I've been to. The lowest depth is 1.95m, then 2.05m and the deepest would be 2.25m I think! And a 3-4m(?) slide! During that time it was at night and really cool(Abit cold) and they were blasting very~ recent and popular hip-hop,pop & R&B music. Wah~ totally made me hyper~ But what made me most happy then was when they played my fav hip-hop song, Gangsta Luv>O<;; I don't really like the rap parts but the chorus only but still, I don't know why I just like that song alright. They played songs that were used in my dance CCA too when we did warm-ups last time which made me happy too! And because the pool was really cold then, I wanted to stay in the jacuzzi(Yea, they had it too^_^~) longer...But still, cruise is boring...Just the pool...I wanna try RoyalCarribean(?) instead..Looks like Superstar Virgo and RoyalCarribean will be rivals now?O_O

And ok, after that day, I became lazy. Just stayed at home, eat a lot of fattening food, sleep long hours, use the computer for long hours, sleep at late hours, exercise a bit~ then eat a lot again and then here I am now. School is starting in a few more weeks and I guess I won't be so into the studying mood YET but of course, I'll still study hard to at least get me a grade that I won't be disappointed in. I don't care about being the top or what. So as long I'm stable then it's okay~ Maybe before school resumes again I'll just do like a flip-through? Or stuff like that....OK! Done talking so much I wanna go see what's on facebook and twitter! Byebye